Please! Can anyone hear me?
Lingering fearfully in my own mind.
Each step I take is another mistake,
As I try to fool myself.
Someone that I don't recognize is who I have become,
Exhausted by this Job that is my facade.
Save Me! Save Me!
All I need is the "truth"? to set me free,
Vexed by this weakness to please everyone but me.
Eventually there won't even be a "me".
Managing these "changing faces" of mine,a desease within itsself.
Exscapes are nowhere to be found, nowhere to be seen.
Frustrated with my lack of self worth, yet I continue on.
Reality? What is that? Mine changes with each person I have met.
Over and over it plays in my head, of what would happen is the
truth was said.
Missing in action " from my own life .
Me? Who is that? Just another mask I have?
Yerning to be "me" without hurting all of you is dreadfully painful.
Sacrificing myself daily to be the one you need is slowly killing me.
Each day becomes a step closer to losing my identity.
Lover of mine this is what I need.
Free me from this hell I have created . PLEASE!!!!













Comments
I can totally relate.
Feel bttr soon, it will get bttr
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x You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel. x
...x Shattered Glass, Shattered Dreams, Shattered Heart, Shattered Soul x...
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[link] (bluesunlight7) and at gaiaonline.com (bluesunlight) ~kisses~ I tear my heart opem, I sew myself shut. My weakness is, I care too much. The scars remind me, that the past is real. I tear my heart open just to feel. ;_;
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x You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel. x
...x Shattered Glass, Shattered Dreams, Shattered Heart, Shattered Soul x...
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